Tuesday, 2 November 2010

A very new month.

I've been reading back over my posts for the last month and it seems that my life has changed so much in such a short space of time. My hopes and plans have been turned on their head and I'm facing a whole new road ahead of me. As the new month begins, so does a new phase in my life.

It's been three weeks since my husband moved out and I've been dealing with so much loss, his and mine. We are still friends at the moment, but I cannot see beyond our immediate problems and how they will change us as time progresses. I know he's hoping for a reconciliation but only time and the Universe knows the answer to that one.

Something I do know though, is that I feel wholly supported by the Universe. It's a strange thing to say, I know, and some people may call this feeling faith in God or Buddha or Gaia, but whatever name you give it, it's bigger than my understanding and I feel held and comforted. On the way to a meeting tonight, I thanked the Universe and a great swell of leaves lifted and twirled on the road ahead. It felt like an anwer and my heart swelled with it.

5 comments:

Dragonfly Dreams said...

We are all connected. May many blessings and happy days come your way. For sure positive thoughts are coming from this end!

Bovey Belle said...

Some things are meant to be and whilst you may feel the situation is rather surreal at the moment, what is meant to happen will come to pass . . . Meanwhile, your friends are here to help you through.

PG said...

Oh goodness, how did I miss that? I am so sorry to read this, and hope that you continue to find strength through it all.

Yarrow said...

Thank you lovely friends, your kind thoughts mean so much to me.x
I'm definitely on an emotional see-saw at the moment! I just have to continue and see where the road takes me!

Simone said...

Yarrow, I am so sorry that you are going through a difficult period in your life. This seems to have concurred around the time that I found your blog. I have been comforted many times by a saying I once read which is 'I am safe in my place in the Universe'. Take care, I am sure that things will work out for the best. x